Never Have I Ever
Never have I ever chosen someone Yet the skies paint a different hue Every day and night from a view of the one All these buckets of emotions; each day is something new Spinning the unpredictable; I can't tame this storm Never have I ever sailed on a ship Yet here I am, tightly grasping onto my strings of life Bending and breaking along our road trip Tears for a smile, a heart bleeding from a knife All this is for his and my destiny; anything to intertwine; doesn't let go Never have I ever been shattered and broken Yet I stand still, frozen by the fear that's corrupted me The words of pain and hatred; sharpen like thousands of needles; spoken Every kiss becomes a scar; every beat of my heart becomes a stitch; remains to be I've fallen and can't get up from the shadows that push me far below the surface A thousand times I say I'll never do this Yet my heart betrays me Is this my own will telling me otherwise? Has my d...